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Feeling Lonely and Alone

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It is the start of the rainy season and that empty feeling/feeling alone is going back again. I used to love rain in my younger years as my creative side is very active, I’ll be sketching people and places then after that try to do painting or ink my sketches. Nowadays, it felt sad and I not even complaining because it still fits my mood, even though I sound/look very cliche.

I also noticed that going to go back to the office seems like a burden to me for a couple of days. I don’t know what I’m doing, usually, I end up hating myself at the end of my shift and that feeling goes even worse, especially when I return home. Even though I’m already used to seeing an “empty” house every night, it still bites me from time to time. I already consider getting a pet but I’m currently stuck on these options — adopting a cat or waiting for my brother to give me a puppy. There are plans on breeding their current dog so, I kind of volunteer to take one if there’s an unwanted one.

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Hobbies — Slowly going back to it

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A long time ago, I was that adorable little kid with many talents and hobbies — kinda! I used to play piano and guitar every day after school until my fingers were too sore to continue. When I’m in the mood to do those two, my dad brings me to a local pool and makes some lapses until I get tired and ready to go home. Lastly, if I ever got bored going to a local pool, I usually stay at home and hone my drawing skills.

“I’m still at school so I can still do lots of stuff during Summer” — That’s what I said many years back. Now that I’m older, my interest and hobbies changed, opposite to what I’ve done as a kid. Nowadays, I usually waste my time playing a game, building my Gunpla boxes, or checking my DSLR kit and doing some quick maintenance.

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